Dreams..

I do believe in the reality of my dreams,

Though sometimes but I can hear the silent screams

Its only when the noise around you gets too loud

The divine voice inside speaks to you,

Clears the haze and comes out of the shadow of doubts

I do believe in the truthfulness of my imagination

It’s the subconscious reality gone wild

It mighty be ugly, it still is my child….

Corridor of Uncertainty

Corridor of uncertainty is where I roam

Lost in this wilderness

I make sand castles with glass dome

It was all so beautiful

It had the glory of old Rome

Then one splash of cruel wave

One small moment of uncontrolled rage

Brought it all tumbling down

Burning, then ashes and to the ground

I was standing there

I saw the carnage with my own eyes

The cold blooded murder

Then the comforting lies

I saw it all

From tearless cries

To the people who thought they were wise

Corridor of uncertainty is where I am

Broken and starved

With everlasting ink it has been carved …

I am searching for some light

Hoping to take one step that is right !!

***Story of Today***

A dagger through my heart, Today
Set me free
I resisted for initial few blows
Now I am going to let it be..

A bullet hit me today,
Came through a deep dark hole
Left my body, pierced my soul..
I could have died first
But I choose to roll

From all directions, arrows came flying,
In a moment spectators saw me dying..
I can see no tears,
I notice no one is crying..
They say life flashes by your eyes,
All I felt were lashes
All I could hear were lies..

A mystery was uncovered today
I begged, tried and cried through out the day
They wanted blood,
So they choose me to slay...
There goes the soul now
High up there, Into the hole..
Clutched in a claw,
With enough blood for u to draw..
That’s how the story goes, Story of Today

Circumstances out of my hand!!

Circumstances out of my hands

Can nothing be done?

Somebody writes the script of my life

Can I not have a say?

My happiness decided by someone

Can I not choose my own way?

What is good what is bad?

Am I sane or am I mad

Can I not decide on my own?

I might choose it wrong

I might fall and burn

But then I want the satisfaction of deciding my own fate

Oh Lady!!

Oh Lady!

The child in you that giggles

Your moods with which you fiddle

To me you seem to be riddle

Oh Lady!

Your innocence and your arrogance

Your deafening silence 

Your laugh that soothes

Oozing sweetness then deaf you become

Sometimes aloof sometimes so demanding

Oh Lady!

Can you hear the words that I will never say

Can you feel the love that I will never show

Do you know you can be loved?

Your place is with the doves

Oh sweet child!

Like an angel I will treat

No matter what I will never retreat

These vows I will repeat

Oh lady! Oh love!  

A Familiar Territory!!

I see myself wandering around

In a complete new territory

Seems like grieving is mandatory

Happiness is a distant dream

Looks like its going to be a long dark night

With no hope and no guiding light

It is all pitch black with no respite

There is nothing left to call wrong or right

No one here is proud

Proud of their glory or might

Lost in wilderness

Everyone is looking for a compassionate hand

I have seen worse

It does not scare me anymore

Cause this is a familiar territory

It might be unnerving

Not enough to rattle

I have fought even fierce battles

A devil in disguise

This scenario comes to me as a respite

A familiar territory

Where I am bound by fate

I don’t like being here but not necessarily hate